Today was interesting. I've been in sadist mode all day, maybe even the last few days. And sometimes, for unknown reasons, the switch back to my baseline self just doesn't happen as smoothly as I'd like. But I learned tonight that my heart knows how to submit regardless what mode I may be stuck in, all I have to do is stop and listen. And that is where my connection to him is and I will be listening to that like it's my favorite song now.
Now that I'm where I need to be to start, I look forward to tomorrow in a completely different way. And I'm anxious in the same way as before lol.
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